Monday, 4 May 2015

Returning to blogging?

I'm not too sure what came over me this weekend, but for some reason I just had the urge to blog. So here I am.

It has almost been a year (this Wednesday) that I started a job in sales, which is not me at all but you know what, sometimes needs must and at the time I needed a job - anything to help fund me moving out with my boyfriend. I guess I kind of blame this job for me losing touch with my blog. Waking up at 7am each day and not returning home until between 8-9pm, Monday to Friday, is hard going. But then again, maybe if I really wanted to blog then I would have done so...who knows, all I do know is when you work such long hours in what can be a very stressful job, especially when you have never done anything like it before, whilst trying to build up a business of your own on the side, you kind of feel like there are not enough hours in the day and in the end you feel like a bit of a recluse.

Well, luckily for me I was offered a different role within the company I work for last week and I took it straight away without a second thought. This new job role involves helping out in the training department (the place where all the 'new starters' are trained - pretty self explanatory really) which is what I have always been interested in since starting almost a year ago. And do you know what the best part is?...the hours, 8:30am-5:30pm! To some that may not sound that great, but let me tell you after always staying late at work and getting home at what feels like bed time(!) this is a dream! So I start this new job role tomorrow and I'm hoping this will be a step in the right direction for me. I guess finishing at 5:30pm from now on made me think that maybe I will have time to blog again, even if it is just once per week to begin with to jot down my thoughts or capture my fav outfit of the week, who knows.

As I mentioned before, and in the previous blog post, I am trying to start up my own business. It has always been a dream of mine to do so, so why not take a chance and start now, we all start somewhere. I started this website back in December with my first proper collection in March this year, but unfortunately I've begun to feel a little lost with it again. I kind of feel like I'm back to square one and have no idea where to go from here. Do I stick with womenswear? Try baby/kiddies wear? (as that was my initial thought being at the age where everyone on Facebook is having babies!) I just don't know anymore.

I guess I'm in limbo with life right now and just trying to figure out where I want to be and what I want to do...infact I know exactly where I want to be and what I want to do, but it's just the getting there part that I'm struggling with. Sigh.

Sorry for a bit of a rambly post guys, it was always inevitable when returning to blogging after being away for so long. Don't expect too much on here as I don't really know where this will lead me. I'm just going to have to go with the flow, so maybe I'll speak with you soon, maybe another year will past...but thanks for reading if you got this far.


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